God Particles+Insomnia+Overactive imagination=?

Alright here's my story; Out there somewhere inside a sorta black hole bubble is a huge gigantic atom with tons of electrons, protons, neutrons,ect. they're all sentient and intelligent. Except a lot of times they get hurled out of the bubble where they shrink to tiny normals size. They come out in little black holes all over the universe. Some become planets. Some feed stars. but when they shrink they lose all there intelligence.Till one day Little Bobbenjay A Neutron come through with his personality intact. He's alone for the first time . All the particles here are dead. He looks and looks. Finally he finds Earth. Thoughts on what happens? Should he be tiny or small dog size? Am I Insane?